I know this is only my mind just trying to connect all that memories with what suddenly I heard from my junior. Yea, that event always held every year. Also I secretly read the info in wall magz.
She, my junior, offered me to see that battle with her. But I... after knew 'that people' is in, I rejected it and swear not go to that place (laugh at myself).
She asked me 'why? were you always telling me about how exciting it?', and I always answered 'it was, but it isn't now'.
This morning, I was busy with myself and she knocked my door, "sister, please accompany me to 'that place', I was lefted by my team." she begged me. I was thinking and doing battled in my mind, not a problem, I just send her then go and..."okay miss manager, wait a minute."
Then I accompanied her with my motorbike. In front of 'that place' I said "semangat semangat !!" then I went.
I realize my heart beat wasn't as fast as 4 years ago when I frequently went to 'that place'. It is a stupid if this traumatic won't let go. yea again, don't force yourself just to follow your mind then waken up the athmosphere you don't like. you should control your mind. re battle goes on...
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