SO SICK of everything I did

I stole the time while I should have done something more important, huhu...It's OK Lah, I need to be alone here... I bored with crowded pupils, crowded thingsI miss my senior high school time:when I was always alone everywhere, went to canteen, went to library, didn't care with everything except me.....Although sometimes I did it with my pals. yaa, when I came back to Pwt I said to my Dad "Dad, I have go to the real world", he laughted "haha, what do you mean the real world. Isnt it real now?""I mean my life should be continue, hehe... I always think that home just like a dream... I dream it everytime, I dream to be here. i just so far from where Dad, mum, and two beloved brother are"He laughted again "you should be strong"